*cullen

my life was an unending, unchanging midnight. it must, by necessity, always be midnight for me. so how was it possible that the sun was rising now, in the middle of my midnight.

so eager for eternal damnation.

MIDNIGHT SUN.

paint me a heaven of your love, with your bloodied mouth.

i struggled to find the words to name the feelings that flooded through me, but i had no words strong enough to hold them. for a long moment, i drowned in them. when i surfaced, i was not the same man I had been.

• #1

this is an EXTREMELY PRIVATE BLOG, i will do everything at my own pace. this is my safe space & i will block / unfollow / etc. as i please. at one point my rules were small & tiny but y'all don’t know how to act so here we go.
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↳ — O1 A. i have a very low social battery. if a conversation is dry or going nowhere, i will probably not respond. one worded replies, laughing emojis, & button smashing is really hard for me to reply to. i don’t, however, mind “ spamming. “ i tend to do the same when i’m excited. so, don’t be afraid to reach out to me if you need something ! feel free to bump a conversation we were having by messaging me again, i just get overwhelmed easily or may have forgotten to respond ! i do not believe in friendship decay, please take your time in responding to me both in & out of character.
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↳ — O1 b. i am no longer going to interact with posts that contain incentive to like / comment to remain mutuals or to receive new blog urls. i’ve seen an increase in posts like these, & while i understand wanting an interest checker, it gives me a lot of anxiety, as i am not always on dash. you’re more than welcome to curate your own blog experience, just know that my lack of activity on your posts outside of our threads does not automatically mean i don’t care about you or your blog.

• #4

if i follow you, i have read your rules. i will not click hidden links in your rules or pinned, like a specific post, or send in passwords. as stated earlier, everyone is allowed to curate their own personal space, but if this is a requirement in order to write & connect with you, please consider blocking me if i happened to follow first.

• #2

THIS IS NOT A MINOR SAFE BLOG. as stated above, i am very familiar with the block button. if you don't have an age obviously stated on your blog, i will hard block you. i take minor safety very seriously & i refuse to expose children to sexually explicit conversations, even when i use the proper steps ( i.e. tagging ) necessary to protect them from such.
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↳ — 02 A. though large age gaps don't bother me, i will not ship edward with any character under the age of 20 ( twenty ) outside of bella.
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↳ — 02 B. i am still unsure how i'd like to navigate smut on this blog, but if it does happen to occur, i will not write it with anyone under the age of 21 ( twenty - one ). i don't mind writing other mature themes ( gore, torture, etc. ) with underaged muses, just nothing sexual.

• #5

for full transparency, i was involved in some drama in early 2022 in regards to me “ defending ” anti-semitism when i agreed that when speaking about judaism ( or any organized religion, as i also brought up catholicism & paganism in my original post, while satanism was mentioned by the opposite party involved ), it should be tagged as religion for those who see religious discussion as a trigger. my intention never was to mock or shame people for being jewish ; & i don’t think i did that by making those initial posts a few years back — but i do understand now why asking judaism to be tagged in the first place by a friend of mine was seen as harmful. whether others “ forgive me “ or continue to call me “ antisemetic “ — it is what it is. use your best judgement if you’d like to follow me.

• #3

you may notice i write a lot with bee ! that's because he's my boyfriend, i picked up edward specifically for him & his interpretation of bella, so 7 / 10 times if i'm online i'm replying to him ! does this mean i don't have time for other threads ? absolutely not, but my muse comes in waves. all i ask is that you please respect my time & my boundaries.
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↳ — O6 A. speaking of boundaries, it's okay to remind me of threads, etc. but don't get possessive with me. i owe you absolutely nothing. this is just a silly little blog where i do my silly little writing. if i even feel a hint of jealousy i will immediately confront you about it. communication is very important to me & i would like to squash any issues before they arise.
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↳ — O6 B. on the note of confrontation: i will never ask you why should you decide to ever block / unfollow me. it's not that deep. as much as i cherish the relationships i form on this blog, i also understand that people need to take care of themselves. don't worry about me. i'll be fine.

• #6

this blog will remain low activity, & likely be queue - based as i have a lot of mental & physical limitations at the moment. i am also aware that i may not be everyone’s cup of tea. i ask that you please hard block me should you decide that you do not & / or no longer wish to interact with me. 💖 i have very poor memory at times & i may end up re - following if you just soft - block me. please save us both the time & energy.

• #7

i will ship edward with people outside of bella, but chemistry is crucial !

credits

.small background. . . . after nearly dying from the spanish influenza in 1918, edward anthony masen jr. was turned into a vampire by carlisle cullen, as the only alternative to death. in 1927, edward broke away from the olympic coven, feeding on only the worst people of society, believing he was serving justice. by 1931, he returned to the cullen's & their diet of animal blood. over the next 90 ( ninety ) years, the pair gathered a family of vampires around themselves & called themselves " vegetarians, " leading edward to attended several colleges & universities, earning two medical degrees & studying several subjects.

alias : Edward Anthony Masen cullen
date of birth : June 20th, 1901
age : 123+
zodiac : gemini
species : vampire
gender : transmasc
pronouns : he / they
orientation : demisexual, demiromantic
ethnicity : white
nationality : american
social status : upper - middle - class
occupation : college student
place of residence : forks, washington.
languages : english, asl, spanish, french, german, & mandarin.

❛❛

i love you. in ways you have never been loved, for reasons you have never been told, for longer than you think you deserved and with more than you will ever know existed inside me.

&

.appearance. . . . edward is noted to be extremely attractive. his appearance is often described as similar to the mythical greek god known as ' adonis. ' his facial features are described as perfect & angular — with high cheekbones, a strong jawline, flawless eyebrows, a straight nose & full lips. his untidy hair retains a bronze shade that he inherited from his biological mother, elizabeth masen. his eyes, once green, are now described as topaz or liquid gold. his appearance changes if he goes long without feeding ; notably, his eyes darken, becoming a dark shade of onyx, & purple bruise - like shadows appear beneath his eyes. edward stands tall at 6'2" ( 187cm ), and has a thin & lanky but muscular body, remaining frozen physically at 20 years old, though he is technically well over a hundred. he usually wears light colored clothes accompanied by a light beige leather jacket, going for a more subtle, comfortable look. he notably smells of subtle lavender, vetiver, patchouli, & oak wood.

.personality. . . . edward is usually described as brooding & stubborn, but also very kind & compassionate. he is also known to be charming, polite, & determined. he easily dazzles others with his beauty, scent, & body when it is seen as beneficial, persuading them to do his bidding. edward is also a bit of a hopeless romantic at heart. he often over analyzes situations & has a tendency to act irrationally, especially in situations where those he cares about are at risk.

you are the only one who has ever touched my heart.

.skills. . . . as a vampire, edward has sharp senses, superhuman strength, speed, endurance, healing factor, & agility. a skilled fighter, what he lacks in strength he makes up in speed, being the fastest member in the cullen family. edward also possesses the gift of telepathy, & is able to read the thoughts of those around him within a certain radius. the closer & more familiar he is to a person, the farther away he can reach that person's mind when he wants to, exceeding a few miles.

peel your heart like a pomegranate. offer it to him, palms outwards. say “ eat. ”

watch him come away stained red by you. you’re in his teeth.

if you tuck the name of a loved one under your tongue too long without speaking it, it becomes blood.

my heart, a feverish pomegranate

.vampirism. . . . crystalline skin. the common factor of beauty among vampires is their crystalline skin ; the perfect smoothness, gloss, & even color of the skin give the illusion of a flawless face. the skin reacts prismatically to light, giving the vampire a glitter - like shimmer to the skin. additionally, the stone - like firmness of the vampire body creates a look similar to muscle, making them appear more fit. eye color. vampires who haven't fed for a few weeks will have black irises, while recently fed vampires will exhibit red ( if human blood was consumed ) or gold ( if animal blood was consumed ) irises. vampires also exhibit dark circles under their eyes, denoting thirst ; they appear darker & more obvious when the vampire has not recently fed. teeth. vampire teeth appear the same as human teeth, but are unbreakable, razor sharp on their edges, & strong enough to cut through most substances. movement. vampires breathe reflexively, but they have no need for oxygen. they are able to consciously stop breathing for an indefinite period, but rarely do so as they rely on their sense of smell, similar to other predators. fluids. internally, the vampire's system contains many venom - based fluids that resemble the human fluids that were replaced. only the saliva - like liquid in the vampire's mouth is capable of transforming humans ; vampires do not have a circulatory system. physical change. vampires are frozen in the state in which they are transformed, they do not grow older, taller, or wider. they do not experience unconsciousness, therefor never sleep. immortality. vampires have no natural life cycle ; they exist in a progression - less status indefinitely. the only way to kill a vampire is to incapacitate them before burning them. should a vampire remain unburned, they have the ability to reconstitute themselves. nutrition. vampires receive nutrition only from blood, which once processed, satiates their thirst & makes them physically stronger. vampires cannot starve to death, therefor blood is not necessary for life as a vampire ; if blood is not consumed, the vampire will progressively get weaker as time goes on, becoming erratic. vampires do not need to feed as often as humans do, as a full meal will satisfy a mature vampire for a week or two. should a vampire ingest human food, it will sit in their stomach until it is forced back out through their mouth. transformation process. the transformation from human to vampire begins with a vampire bite ; once the venom enters the bloodstream of a human, it moves throughout the body, changing each cell as it passes. the speed of the venom is swift, but the reconstruction of the cells takes times & is very painful, comparable to the feeling of being burned alive. the process roughly lasts around three days ; no amount of narcotics can help ease the pain, only immobalize the body.

* VAMPIRE MYTHS !

ch. 01

.human.

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ch. 02

.pre - series.

ch. 03

.twilight.

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ch. 04

.new moon.

ch. 05

.eclipse.

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ch. 04

.breaking dawn.

v. 01

.title.

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v. 02

.title.

v. 03

.title.

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*HUMANS

.FORKS ; .

• bella swan

- dawnsgift .
- shieldedbrunette .
- vampiaers * .

• charlie swan

- vampiaers * .

• mike newton

- merveiilles * .

.QUILEUTE TRIBE ; .

• billy black

- bleakfated * .

.SEATTLE ; .

.BRAZIL ; .

*ORIGINALS

• original

- johanna durham * .
- mele * .
- cora littlesea * .
- elijah kane * .
- vampiaers * .

*VERSE

• verse dependent

- hope mikaelson .
- floribeth dalisay .
- stefan salvatore .
- elijah mikaelson .
- louis degarmo * .
- annalise vogel * .

*VAMPIRES

.OLYPMIC COVEN ; .

• carlisle cullen

- vampiaers * .

• edward cullen

- solisnocte .
- vampiaers * .

• esme cullen

- wastheheart .

• rosalie hale

- heavenstrck * .
- bleakfated * .

• emmett cullen

- writtenrotten * .
- vampiaers * .

• alice cullen

- merveiilles * .

• jasper hale

- feltferal .
- whtlckhale .

.VOLTURI COVEN ; .

• athenodora

- wrathfulbeauty .
- maerps * .

.VOLTURI GUARD ; .

.AMAZON COVEN ; .

.DENALI COVEN ; .

• katrina

- vampiaers * .

.EGYPTIAN COVEN ; .

• amun

- merveiilles * .

.EGYPTIAN COVEN ; .

• liam

- merveiilles * .

.JAMES' COVEN ; .

• james

- merveiilles * .

• laurent

- maerps *

• victoria

- vampiaers * .

.MEXICAN COVEN ; .

.RILEY'S COVEN ; .

• bree tanner

- vampiaers * .

.ROMANIAN COVEN ; .

.THE NOMADS ; .

• alistair

- bimother * .
- falkenar .

• charolette

- merveiilles * .

*WEREWOLVES

.BLACK PACK ; .

• jacob black

- writtenrotten * .

• leah clearwater

- sherunsfaster .

• embry call

- bleakfated * .
- merveiilles * .

• seth clearwater

- maramcna * .
- bleakfated * .

• petey

- merveiilles * .

.ULEY PACK ; .

*HYBRIDS

.VAMPIRE HYBRIDS ; .

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